Weight.

I was cleaning my aunts house today with my sister and her boyfriend. They were cleaning the bathroom when I came in there and my sister told me to weight myself. I don't like weighting myself because I don't like knowing how much I actually weight. But I did and it was a stupid mistake because I gained 20 pounds since last summer. It's kind of bumming me out and now I'm going to work really hard to lose it. And maybe more. BUt it's hard for me to lose weight because....well, I don't know. Even if I exercise and eat right it still doesn't go away.