Childhood Toys.

There is this teddy bear I had, named Mr. Bear, and recently I had to get rid of it because it was kind of disgusting. It sat beside my bed for years and I finally decided that it was time to get rid of it. I was more heartbroken then I thought I would be. It was just a teddy bear. Just a toy. Yet, it hurt so much seeing it being thrown away like it was nothing. But it wasn't nothing. It was part of my childhood and I can never get it back. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who has felt like that when having to throw away a childhood toy, right?

People and Opinions.

It's very hard openly stating an opinion without being afraid that some asshole is going to say something to put it down. Which sort of just happened to me. I stated an opinion - a thought, even - and right away two people commented saying that my opinion is wrong. I was going to ignore them because I knew that was stupid, but I decided to stand up for myself. I commented, saying that it was my only my opinion. They could have theirs but I have mine. And then one of them said that if I don't agree with their opinion then I can get "get out" - an actual quote. It started a whole argument and it started stressing me out and upset me. I get people have their own opinions but why do you have to be rude about it? If you don't like it, then say it's not for you, and leave it at that. Don't go into detail as to why my opinion is stupid and yours is perfect.

Some New Information.

So, my mum just came to me and told me that my dad has a chance to get a new job and to make $55 an hour, which would be $10,000 a month, which is a lot. The only problem is that we'd have to move somewhere up north. So that means I leave all my friends behind and I might not get to go to the school that I want to go to. So I don't know what to do and it's scaring me because I don't want to leave my friends and my maybe new school, but this could be a better life for my family and I'm upset. I wish I could get both, stay here and take the money and still have my friend and my potential new school. Sigh.

Summer.

Summer has been really boring. Extremely hot, though. I'm sitting here right now and my clothes are sticking to me from all the heat earlier today. It's starting to cool down, which is really nice, but it's still kind of hot. Nothing special has happened since my last post, but that's okay because I can just write one sentence and it would be good enough. There is one thing I do want to mention. And it's very important, so remember this. Internet friends are real friends. I've met lots of people online that I consider friends Just because we can't talk face to face does not mean we don't get along. Doesn't mean we don't have deep conversations. So please, if someone says that they have internet friends, don't say they don't count as friends. Because they do. They really do.